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my dad watches mtv music videos.
hipper than me siallll.

i have final submission on tuesday and my design is still not finalised, i am dying.

i have officially finished two modules. two exams down, one left. and i think i killed a tree printing hrm notes.
and my re boyfriend shall leech off me and my notes, how convenient. dont know who is the architecture student, who is the re student.

dont ever feed babies under 12months old honey! they can die! trust me. i taking food and health module siallllll.

talked to caleb about jc the other day.
missus them people. ):

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20091013

i dont know where my entire day went. :\
woke up early today to go for dental.
i always fear dental appointments cause my dentist is really damn thorough.
okay and i squirm alot and like try to inch away from the pain but im trying to edit my natural responses to not piss the dentist off.

okay so today i went for dental and my dentist said hi and checked my teeth and stuff and he said hm your gums are reddish at the edges. then i oh then nod. then he said there's abit of swelling in the gums as well. then hm and asked what it meant.
and he went: "that means you have gingivitis la!"
then i hm. (taken aback by his impatience)
so he went on to cleaning with that shrill thing that's sharp and pokey.
and the lower jaw was fine, i controlled myself, reassuring myself it was just mere discomfort. then he started on the left of the upper jaw and i jerked back abit.
then he said dont panic when the instrument goes under your gum. its in between your teeth and gum. its not drilling its just vibrating.
!? just vibrating under my gum!? just!?
it hurt bad. could taste blood.

okay sidenote. he uses it everytime and it hurts everytime and i obviously, as any normal human being would, i jerk occasionally, when i cant take the pain anymore.
and im very guai okay.
last time he said i want using enough toothpaste so i listened and increased the amount of paste i squeeze from the tube.

then he went on to clean the rest and later attack the front few teeth with increased vigour. that hurt alot too.
when he was done he looked super pissed off.
like it wasnt normal to react when people are inflicting pain on you.
he didnt say a word to me and just walked off.
awhile later he walked back and said you need to brush here (points are my front few teeth) then he refrained from talking to me any longer. he told the nurse: "show her how!"
nurse got a tooth brush and put it under my gum and started moving in circles. i flinched, of course. mind you it just bled and was obviously still very raw and sensitive. the dentist looked at me and said: "they are soft bristles! feel them!"
so i did.
actually thought they were kinda hard cause it was a new toothbrush.
but i didnt say anything and just nodded.
so i sat there while the nurse showed me how to brush my teeth.
and watched as my front few teeth got thoroughly stained with blood.
i asked her more about how to brush after.

i dont understand what his problem is.
they never taught you to brush like this in primary school.
all they taught you was to brush downwards ten times.
it may be my fault im ignorant but alot of people dont know what gingivitis is.
and hence do not know how to prevent it.
you cant blame me for flinching when im in pain.
seriously no bedside manners at all.

went outside to pay.
tried to stop bleeding with tissues.
receptionist said dont just let it stop by itself.
she seemed nice to i asked her what gingivitis is.
apparently its a gum infection. that eats away at your gums and eventually makes your teeth look longer. cause all the gum is gone.
and she said if you brush our teeth and your gums bleed, its good. that means you know where the infection is. so keep brushing at a 45degree angle (ie. stuff the bristles under your gum) and move your toothbrush in a circular movement.
dont "ee blood" then avoid the area.
talked abit more.
she said my upper lip is higher than normal people, like some eurasian model (heehee) hence explaining my pre-braces condition.
she also said i have to wear my retainers for the rest of my life or else it will relapse.

yup. okay i've done my part to educate the public. ;p
tired. but have soo much work to do.
might rest awhile heh.

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20090804

this is an attempt to get back to blogging regularly.

the food at the last birthday party was pretty awesome.
was catering. had those prawn and oats thing. mai pian xia and awesome strawberry sponge birthday cake that was a refreshing change from the rest of the chocolate cake birthday parties. had real strawberries in it too. and wasnt so heavy. kinda butter and nice. :D

ooh.
today i went around holland v distributing posters.
we printed 100 in total.
gave most to our sponsors.
i had 32 posters for holland v alone haha.
was pretty successful actually.
got posters up at nydc starbucks antipodean anthropology frolicks and wala wala!
how awesome am i. ;p
no, seriously. ;p
some on the glass door of the shop, some at the top of the stairway to the shop, and frolicks girl (who was pretty!) let me put my posters right by her counter heehee.

school tomorrow.
flag day too.
you will see a sea of yellow flood the island.
just donate once and they'll stop bugging you.

random i know, but i love my friends.
much love yo.

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20090801

shucks i cant believe im slowly weaning off from blogger.
been to alot of 21sts recently, busy with erik's exhibition occasionally, attended revit lessons the last two days. though i reached at 1+ pm today when it was supposed to start at 9am hee!
saw flabs in school yesterday.
it's kinda cool that all the guys are coming back to school. :DD
somemore flabs in engine like kevin.
then i think 'cause of sep, kevin has to be held back for a semester or two to clear his modules? maybe. then like that's good for kevin also, at least got people he know still in engine. 'cause like all his friends graduate, then left him there very poor thing also.

gabajillion birthdays.
which is leaving me very broke.
and i have learnt what would make a perfect birthday.
(or, almost perfect)
(shall do a fawn, with the pluses and minuses)

+ sunny day
+ cooling afternoon
+ super photo worthy location (ie water bodies, awesome green grass, large willowy tree for sunshade, compelling architecture etc)
+ all my cameras. and more? heehee. to play with la. zomg like how extremely fun.
+ tons of awesome photos
+ bubbles? balloons?
+ food that you like and everyone else likes (it is important that the guests are happy too)
+ haha i was thinking about this before going to bed: PARROTS. ;p like flying around and landing on my shoulder and being so cuddly and cute
+ looking presentable, and not fugly and unprepared, at the event
- barbeques (no offence to those that had barbeques, i just dont like it heh)
- chalets (ditto above disclaimer)
- alcohol (especially if family is around. i'd rather something cooling since it's a day birthday heehee thirst-quenching sounds good) (but i dont mind some if parents arent around to witness anything ;p it's not a vehement objection)
- too much guests-entertaining, would rather a cosy gathering with friends being their normal selves and not treating you differently just because it's your special day
- speeches (ditto above above's disclaimer hee)
- birthday in school. that's just, sad. but you dont have to be a watcher to be able to predict that there is a very high possiblity of that happening

but of course, i procrastinated, like always.
and there is no birthday party.
no ramly burger birthday party or any birthday party at all. too near to school and everything else.
sorry people. ;p
but you can kope afew ideas for your own! hee!

the holidays are ending.
oh i have been trying to spend time with my sister too.
and helping out when i can.
oh we visited kevin at num too haha.
and! sde's rag dance is awesome haha okay quite nice la. toxic! xD
havent been very happening though. havent even watched potter, or public enemy.
partially 'cause the boyfriend's started working. plus he's juggling dissertation. big whoop.
one week left, and i havent shopped with my mom yet this holidays. :( barely shopped at all to be precise. hardly any new clothes.

tomorrow is another 21st.
if i manage to wake up in time.
sunday is durian day. heehee my daddy say he will buy for me! :D
might go over to my sister's on monday.
then starting on wednesday, i wont have a life anymore.

okay this is because i keep forgetting what i have:

sunday: durian day + flyer distribution around hollandv
monday - tuesday (maybe extend to rest of week even): bidding. to camp at location with reliable internet 24/7
wednesday: kite flying at marina barrage with umnus etc
thursday: exhibition set up in morning, play at night
friday: skit in morning, lessons in school in afternoon, exhibition opening at night
saturday: rag in morning, gilbert's 21st at night
sunday: nation's birthday
monday: gi joe? up? nine movie session?
tuesday: MAJOR SIGH; school reopens. and once again, i will disappear from everyone's lives as we know it

ohyah.
something else.
got bangs. piu got them too! :D
bangs can be disastrous if you dont take proper take of it. especially after you bathe, or if you sleep weirdly.
noone warned me about the side effects, so this shall serve as a warning to all who consider a change in hairstyles.
there are good days and bad days also.
or maybe it's just me.
and hairdressers tend to cut too short (it's like an obsession), so you might want to stress the desired length, or else you'll have to wait it out. probably take two months for mine to be correct.
there are thicknesses and densities too.
too sparse and it just looks stupid.
too dense and it might become helmetish.
i realised i had bangs when i was young haha. shucks.
trimming becomes essential too. messy bangs are not acceptable.

what it is to be grown up.
routines and habits and things taken for granted.

desktop keeps threatening to explode.
hence, i have been overworking charlie.
the poor boy.

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20090715

what is love?

(lyn)
(lyn? why lyn! lynette? lynchpin?)

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20090629

heh. i know it has been forever since i last blogged.
but i have been busy with the joint summer programme thing with the university of malaya. our panels are done, models up, exhibitions over, pucblication's almost settled too.
now i have about one month or so to school reopening.
and i hope its competely work free. hee.

much has happened.
to my friends, to my family, to me.
but i shall share the more light-hearted, less gossipy stuff for now.

i have a new phone.
her name's candy. charlie's sister.
or ken-di, to bestow credit where credit's due.
hee, the boyfriend bought it for me. with his first pay check. which brings me to my next point - kenny's got a permanent job.
he hasnt graduated yet. but he'll study and work at the same time for the next semester. guess its good.

okay. my new phone hasnt gotten enough of the spotlight it so righteously deserves. so i shall back track to the first topic again heehee.
omg. the htc touch diamond 2.
okay using it, i have found some of its flaws. like the contact list is substantially resistant to alterations, and i cant set my own songs for as the ringtone! or maybe i just dont know how yet. and the battery life is pretty abysmal, considering it is, afterall, brand new.
but damn. it is too pree-tay!

and me and paul are phone buddies!
cause our babies were born merely days apart.
and! they are both beautiful little htcians.
everybody say aw.

hungry.
craved to eat steak and drink beer.
but noone wanted to go eat at the coffeeshop.
instead, they went walas.
i did get to drink the beer though.

today was nice.
trailing rhino.

sometimes when we forget the reasons, we should just slow down and not rush about our own little lives.
it's the simplest things that matter.

brandon's musical was the cutest.
right before they dance, i nudged the pok and said "omg they're gonna do a high school musical" and they did! haha brandon and his "we're on a journey, going ..places, meeting ...something" and his actions haha.

tired.
maybe more tomorrow.
school whole day tomorrow. zz.

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20090623

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